do u understand the meaning of life?
life and death is just a matter of time. today my friends and i were just merely talking about life and death.. we all saying that deaths can happen to anyone at anytime. the coversation was sad. but it was very true.
at night, at abt 10pm, i heard the phone ring. . .
my grand-uncle passed away.
sad piece of news. i accompanied my mum to NUH to get a last sight of him. i have never seen a dead body before. i know i was timid and thus i lingered outside, still hesitating to get in. finally, a force within myself told me that i shld get in. i m already 21 years old. i shouldn;t be afraid. what's death? it's merely another stage of life.
i finally understood how a dead body look like. is just like a sleeping person. grand uncle looked so peaceful. his wife and children had very red and watery eyes. but they were very strong. i truly admire them. den, his wife and children were told to leave the room. now, grand aunt broke down a little. she couldn't really bear to leave him. she mumbled to grand uncle. the atmosphere changed reali quiet. everyone looked down and all eyes were red, including mine. it wasn't because i was emotional but, the meaning of life saddened me.
if someone ard u is dead, how would u view it? do u take it tt he is away on a far far hoilday? or he has just migrated to another world? or he will be sleeping forever?
death. birth. whichever tt comes, how m i going to undertake them? am i going to be numb towards them along the way of life? or am i going to feel even more when i know tt everyone ard me is closer towards death and further away from birth.
death- a word tt sounds more and more familiar to me. a word tt i start to associate more and more with pple ard me. a word tt i still hope tt will never exist.
i hope to lose my memories. i hope to be reborned again. i hope to delete the word "death" from my dictionary.
CHERISH LIFE WHEN U CAN, BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE, BEFORE DEATH DEVELOP A CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH U.
at night, at abt 10pm, i heard the phone ring. . .
my grand-uncle passed away.
sad piece of news. i accompanied my mum to NUH to get a last sight of him. i have never seen a dead body before. i know i was timid and thus i lingered outside, still hesitating to get in. finally, a force within myself told me that i shld get in. i m already 21 years old. i shouldn;t be afraid. what's death? it's merely another stage of life.
i finally understood how a dead body look like. is just like a sleeping person. grand uncle looked so peaceful. his wife and children had very red and watery eyes. but they were very strong. i truly admire them. den, his wife and children were told to leave the room. now, grand aunt broke down a little. she couldn't really bear to leave him. she mumbled to grand uncle. the atmosphere changed reali quiet. everyone looked down and all eyes were red, including mine. it wasn't because i was emotional but, the meaning of life saddened me.
if someone ard u is dead, how would u view it? do u take it tt he is away on a far far hoilday? or he has just migrated to another world? or he will be sleeping forever?
death. birth. whichever tt comes, how m i going to undertake them? am i going to be numb towards them along the way of life? or am i going to feel even more when i know tt everyone ard me is closer towards death and further away from birth.
death- a word tt sounds more and more familiar to me. a word tt i start to associate more and more with pple ard me. a word tt i still hope tt will never exist.
i hope to lose my memories. i hope to be reborned again. i hope to delete the word "death" from my dictionary.
CHERISH LIFE WHEN U CAN, BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE, BEFORE DEATH DEVELOP A CLOSER RELATIONSHIP WITH U.
posted by mEishAn at 11:30 PM
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